Headache and Sleepless.

Well I can't wait for a comment to tell you how my night went. It went horrible I got in an argument with the girl I was talking about that I dont like. And to make matters worst that might just be the reason I dont get to go to colorado. Sorry about speeling and grammar but at this point I dont care. I just feel like typing my heart out. I just wish that people understood me like I understand myself. I think everyone wishes that, but it seems I am losing friends more and more everyday because of this stupid move! I hate it and I hate even more that my life is falling apart, it has been since a long time ago. I never thought it could get worst I thought it could only get better but I was clearly wrong!
I just can't seem to do anything right, the only thing I can do right is help people with their problems. I seem to be way better at advice giving rather than helping myself with my own advice. I live for giving people advice and helping them get through their days. I guess it was just a talent I was giving.
Well my boyfriend is currently sick so I can't talk to him. He is asleep and thats what I should be doing but since this thing is called headache and sleepless I guess it speaks for itself.
Christmas is coming up and I still haven't gotten my mom or boyfriend anything. I have no money at the moment and I just don't know what to do for a present, so if you are out there reading this and have an idea on what to get them let me know? I hate not having money to get people presents. I know they are both getting me amazing presents that cost a lot and it makes me feel bad that I can't get them anything. I wish life was easier on teens.
Also talk about me not going on the ski trip makes me mad! Mainly because the girl I got in an argument is going on the trip... And so is my boyfriend. She always tries to take the guys I date away. And sometimes she actually gets them I am not letting her have this one!! HE IS WAY TO AMAZING!!! I cant give him up like I did the last ones. And I trust him and all but guys will be guys. I just have no clue how I will overcome this one if he gets to go and I dont. And to make matters worst he doesnt have a phone so I wont be able to talk to him the whole week!! So knowing she will be there with him and not being able to talk to him makes me so angry I want to cry. I guess its time to be super nice to my parents so maybe they will make this decision the way I want them to. I would hate it if everyone got to go but me! I would be so mad at my parents I would more than likely not speak to them! I love skiing and I can not miss out.
Well I am going to go take some medicine in hope that it will make me feel better! And try to get some sleep. Will be on tomorrow. Comment:)